Okay, so maybe it's not the place I want to be more than anything else, but I feel there's more for me there than there is here.
If all goes as planned, I will be visiting My best friend Heather for a week or so during Christmas break. During that time, She plans on taking me around to apply for low-income apartments and getting me my permit (and perhaps a driving test in.)
And if that works out. I should be approved by June/July and moved soon after that happy phone call telling me I'm accepted. Kids will then be enrolled in school, Heather will be helping me get on my feet and helping me drive, and I will be able to breathe knowing that what I have is mine. No more cleaning up after My dad and siblings... Just me and my little family.
And I'll get to see Heather nearly every single day! Ever since I met her, She's been my Rock, My angel... Pulling me away from the edge of total depression more than once. She's everything a Best friend should be. I love her so much.
Things here at home just suck. I'm tired of being Cinderella, Doing everything for everyone... taking the brunt of my dad's bad moods, ect. It sucks. Grow up people! Come June/ July, you'll have a rude ass awakening... cuz I won't be here to wipe the snot off your face!
And even though I'll be leaving my friends here, I will be so much happier actually getting to live my life instead of being stuck on pause while the world zooms pass me at break-neck speed.
Okay, I feel a bit better now getting all that out. Man, this house makes me feel so claustrophobic. Though 6 years of being stuck in this house 99% of the time will definately do that to a person.
I'm off. Love you my awesome followers <3
Emz
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Any place is better than the lake :) Keep me updated.
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