Wow. 9 days til I'm freaking 25! Seriously?! Where have the years disappeared to?
It should be a great night though, if everything goes the way it's planned. Party at a friends house and I get to see the Man who kinda sorta has my heart. SP is what I'll call him. I'm in love, though he's a bit reluctant to fall for me.
SP had a bad go at a relationship that has him freaked out, well, a bit scared to fall again, I should say. So slow and steady... I Aim to get into his heart the way he has mine.
He won't deny there is a spark between us. Every touch, every Glance has a meaning to both of us. I can feel it's deep. I just wish "The bitch" didn't crush his heart so badly.
*Sigh* Growing up is hard. But this slow and steadiness is teaching me alot about us both.
Here's to hoping the 30th goes down as planned! Good friends, great party... and a little more of a nudge towards something greater!
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ok how did you get the pics on the side of your profile LOL - totally have no idea what im doing LOL
Hope youre birthday goes well dear and as far as love....one step at a time and dont rush!
On your Dashboard, look for a tab that says "Design" on it... and you can add "Gadgets" from there, like links, videos, pictures, ect and even totally rearrange your blog set-up.
Yeah, Shane has taught me alot about going slow and not rushing like I usually do :) And he's completely worth it! Sweet, careing, good-looking, awesome smile, my kids ADORE him beyond belief, and... like your other half, he's a musician! Not in a band though, but he plays guitar and sings. AND! He can do magic... like David Copperfield kinda stuff... He's amazing!
EMILY I MISS YOU!!! I am glad you are blogging again. Please don't stop.
I can't believe the whole 25 thing. I still wear pjs with bananas on them for crying out loud. And Rion is in Kindergarten now, right? We are borderline ancient.
awesome lady thanks so much!!!!
Yeah Hannah, I'm in my Christmas pjs! I gotta keep young somehow.... and comfy. XD
Rion's in Kindergarden and loving it! He hates getting sick and missing a day. Holy Cows, it's hell when he has to stay home. All day long "I wanna go to school. Mommy... I wanna go to school now.. MOMMEHHHH!!!!"
No way I'm gonna stop blogging here. I gotta have a place away from Facebook and my family there to vent. Some of my mom's side like to look down at me for every little thing I happen to type. Bahhh... Screw it. XD I like it better here anyways :)
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